today, i bought the new beatles CD “let it be..naked”. it was a bit pricey but when i got to listen to it, i realized that the money was worth it! there was a bonus CD called “fly on the wall” and one can hear the guys during rehearsal, talking, joking among themselves, and well, singing. ^_^

a couple of hours after lunch, i got a call from my aunt (my mother’s sis), telling me that my grandpa just passed away. for a while there, i didn’t know what to say. i was shocked…but not too shocked. my grandpa was a bit old, and he did not want to eat any longer. i am sad, very sad…but there’s really nothing much that i can do. i just kept telling myself that it is better this way. at least, he died a natural death, not of illness, or accident or violence. moreover, he can now be with God and my grandma who passed away years before, when i was still very young.

this will not be a happy christmas…but i know everyone in the family must move on. i know i’m trying…