Posted on May 4, 2004

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it’s mae-chan’s birthday!

happy birthday to my “imouto”, my “baka saru”, mae-mae! ^_^ you’re now 18 years old. (you sure don’t look like it!) i haven’t really seen you grow up but we’ve spent the last few years of our lives as friends and i can say that it is always great having you around. you’re always genki and noisy at times and you’re fun to be with. i hope we will stay friends forever. God bless and enjoy your day! and as george would always say “enjoy glay!” (“dosanko shiisaa” playing in the background, hehe). mwah!

waiting for “ryota-kun” ^_^

what is freakin’ happening to me?? i couldn’t understand it, but maybe rein would; it happened to her too. last night, i felt something different…like i was in love. but how can that happen?? there is no one, my love life is zero. not that i’m bitter about it. no way. but somehow, i’m feeling something. then this morning, i was listening to ryota mitsunaga and the feeling got more, er, intense. especially with the song “kimi ga suki dakara” (because i love you). heehee! nice song! so now i am doubting my sanity…but wait, my friends have already been doing that for me! some friends!! anyway, there might be “someone”, i’m not sure. i don’t even want to talk about him, this person i would just call “ryota-kun”. but it’s not mitsunaga. (as if i have the remote chance of meeting the real ryota mitsunaga. dream on, cat!) it’s someone else, not as famous as mitsunaga. he’s a friend, though not a lot of people know him, people from my circle. basta!! don’t ask me about it; i’m not telling a single soul. i already emailed rein, and told her about it. she said, it really doesn’t matter if you understand the feeling or not. what’s more important is that the feeling infects you with something nice and keeps you happy. such words of wisdom! ^_^ yeah, she is so right! now i am happy (a bit giddy, perhaps) and smiling stupidly as i am writing this. geez…the only key to this mystery is the arrival of “ryota-kun”…until then, i will just have to keep on smiling and waiting for him to come. ^_^

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